Those Thursdays...

I wanted to do so much today and I ended up sleeping half of the day... I woke up on time but I didn't feel well. I had a sore throat and a really bad cough. A. had to go to work so I decided to stay in bed and rest. I guess I needed it because I fell asleep after half an hour and didn't wake up until 15.00. I still don't feel well, like a cold is getting in the way; a slight fever, headache and still the sore throat.

I needed to get some sleep because we're leaving for Bournemouth and I'm really looking forward to that. I want to be fit! A. asked me tonight how I would feel about living in London. We could live in his apartment there. I didn't have to think long about that so I said yes wouldn't mind doing that. I will apply for a job at the Times where C. works. She thought it might be a possibility, so if the opportunity is there, why wouldn't I take it? Hopefully I could work part time because I would like to start my own business from there.

Right now I can't think clear because it seems like I have so many decisions to make and so many things to sort out. All of a sudden it doesn't seem that far away anymore. We arranged stuff already last night when I had my insurance agent over. He is sorting some things out for me and actually left a message on the answering machine tonight because I didn't really feel like answering the phone. I will have to call him on Monday to see what he has to tell me.

I'm excited but I should take one step at the time... If it doesn't work out in London then we'll move elsewhere, that's what we've decided tonight. It seems I'll have some thinking to do... Sometimes I wish I could let go of the Capricorn tendencies, guess I was born with it so I better accept it since it is part of me. I find it hard at times to live with myself, thinking too much and too often. I wonder how A. can keep up with me I must drive him nuts if I drive myself nuts... *just kidding*

Well I'd better get some things done and ready. Pictures will be available soon, take care all of you out there! See you soon...