Deep
They've finally found out what is wrong with my system. Well to be honest I heard about it two weeks ago right before I became ill. I'm not going to discuss it on here, not because I'm a wimp but some things are meant to stay private. I have had a lot to think about lately and I had enough time to think about it too. I just hope I will ever get used to the fact and that is something I'm not sure of. I do not wish to talk about this simply because I didn't nor couldn't give it a label.
I didn't come to terms with it yet and might not ever. I do get a lot of support from those who are close to me which is for now, the best I can get so I'm grateful. I might not want to vent on here from time to time that's probably because I have more important things to deal with, either on my own or with the help of others. I might not feel like writing at all because I won't be in the mood. I might ignore and therefore pretend. I might be busy in order to forget but when I do remember it might be quiet for a while...
Don't try to understand, if I was capable of doing that I wouldn't have had to write these thoughts down, trust me...
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