Vanish
He sent me mail today, he tried to call me last night but I was asleep already. Then he sent me sms but my phone was off so I didn't check it until his mail came in today. He said he would call me later. I thought he was coming over tonight, he said he would...
Then he rang, so I asked, he said he wanted to come over later but I knew if he would do that he would be stressed out by the time he would arrive here, so it didn't sound like a good plan. We agreed on seeing each other tomorrow evening.
Can't help being nervous, it has been almost 2 months ago. I am still hurt and sad. He told me such wonderful things again tonight. He is trying so hard to make this work. He is aware of the whole situation we're in. He understands my feelings and is no longer denying them, he tells me I'm right and he understands why I am still hurt.
I think we'll have to take things slow. Been on the phone today with this friend, talked for hours about her situation and mine. I didn't know what to think about my situation and I'm still not sure. I guess it takes time and some of the pain to vanish. I hope he will start to believe in all this, he has to be the strong one now because I think I no longer can...
He's been sweet tonight and I know he is willing to try because he told me so, let's just keep an open mind and see what happens...
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