Time To Think

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By Tess on Wednesday: Nov 19, 2003 at 13:05:03 |

I was nervous and it was intense seeing him again! Troubled emotions and feelings, happy, sad and angry all at once... I'm not building my hopes up too high this time, at least I'm trying to. He seems to be changing and willing to make the effort which is good. I see he is trying the best he can.

We had a great evening, been out for dinner, talked a lot and had fun. Also had some serious conversations. I had to tell him how I feel, how much I am hurt by his actions. I had to tell him to let go of that feeling. He was caring, listening to me and comforting me. He let me explain my feelings. He said I was right but he couldn't turn things back. He held me when I had to cry...

I was still sad but he was there for me and sincere and listening to me... I do feel much better I guess I just have to adjust to the fact that he is back in my life again, which is hard because I need to open up but on the other hand, I am happy. It's kinda confusing at the moment.

So I guess I need some time to think...

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Expat Life: I moved from Amsterdam to London, Aug. 2006. Things didn't quite work out as planned and I found myself on my own in a foreign country.

Reflection: 2007 Has been a difficult year but I've managed to accomplish a lot more than I thought I ever could. I've set up my own business, survived a serious health issue, met some amazing people and found my future...

Personality: At times stuck in a time warp of ideas and thoughts, Mixed Blood [Eurasian seems to be the fancy word for it: Indonesian and Dutch], typical Capricornish Goat, Sensitive, Crazy about Apple Macs and anything related, Gadget Girl, Intelligent, Psychological profiling of all kind, Sucker for all sorts of stuff that makes my OS run like: Coffee and Chocolate, Deep Thinker, Perfectionist, Foolish, Silly, Stubborn [WHAT?... ME? I don't think so... tsk, pffft....]

Indulgence: English full breakfast once in a while when not counting calories, Indonesian fried rice and a Sateh [Nasi Goreng] like my great grandma used to make, Thai Tom Ka Kai or Thai Green Curry Noodle soup original traditional recipes, definitely a peaty Islay Scotch preferably shared with my best friends in Scotland [Inge and Frank] and a Dutch coffee when I'm in Amsterdam with a piece of Dark Chocolate!

Proud Owner: Mac Classic †, Mac LC II †, PowerMac 6500 †, Performa 6800 †, Power Mac 8200 †, iBook Tangerine †, PowerBook G4, iPod shuffle, iSight, Power Mac G5.

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