October 2003 Archives

Keeping Count

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So he did call For 20 minutes Hey who's keeping count? Not me Just something I can't help but noticing It's cautious and sarcastic me And I shouldn't think like that Because he is trying... I guess i...

Promised?

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And so he called again... We've been on the phone for hours We had fun, we had serious conversations Then we said 'good night' And it feels weird because I haven't seen him For six weeks He said: I wi...

Trust...

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I don't trust hospitals nor doctors and believe me, I have some good reasons for that. Today was just another confirmation of something I've known for a long time. I feel angry and confused. I had to ...

Act Together

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As soon as you think you've finally got your act together, something happens... He sent me mail today. And all of a sudden this intense anger was there. Why does he even bother to write me since I ha...

High

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Friend came over to see how I'm doing Still taking things slow, when friend left I wanted to sleep again Why am I still so tired? My head is filled with cotton balls. It's like I'm high all the time. ...

Dizzy

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Did some shopping on my own today, I am still so incredibly dizzy. I can't focus on anything and if I have to I get impatient and just give up. Focus on something is impossible, takes a lot of concent...

Blood

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I received so many post cards, flowers, phone calls and emails. I am too tired to reply though so I keep sending one mail to all my friends but they all keep replying me and then I still have to send...

Flowers!

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Knock on door Huge bouquet Expensive!!!!! Most beautiful I've ever seen Delivery from My employer Really Cool! ...

The First Time

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Okay... going out of the house for the first time It's 9 in the morning and still quiet at the store A friend came over to help me buying groceries Carrying bags for me because I'm not allowed To put ...

Sleeeeep

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Had some friends coming over today It was good to see them And some other friends called And some other friends sent me mail Now I'm exhausted... And still in pain =( Better get some sleep And go bac...

Lucky Day

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Just my lucky day Another parcel came in the mail Some French lingerie All I need now is the right occasion ;)...

Hairy Highlander

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Someone knocking on my door Cool; a parcel delivery from the UK My friend in Scotland sent me all my favs A nice card with Scottish man in cheeks Two miniature bottles of good whisky A nice hairy high...

Pain

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Too much pain Too much happened Too many thoughts I really really don't like hospitals They took me brain out this morning Well at least that's how it felt Worst experienced pain ever To have bandag...

Survived

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I survived... Blood all over the place today Bandage came out by itself Panic Called hospital Bleeding stopped after 45 minutes...

Surgery

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Surgery today I'm scared......

In Loving Memory Of

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I didn't forget about you, but sitting at home doing nothing and feeling sad because you're no longer there isn't something that you would've wanted me to do. You said you wanted me to be happy, so I ...

Hero

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Dad, it's been a year today I never had a chance to give this poem to you when you were in hospital I just didn't have the guts So today I will because this is still how I remember you It's called Her...

Last Chance

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Last chance to get wasted So been out to the local Irish and had too many drinks While enjoying good company and having a good laugh Left before closing time 2.30 am and went to this bakery to get s...

Cute Light

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Normally when you open a fridge, there should be this cute light somewhere that automatically turns on whenever the door opens. I had that too, but I can't remember when it stopped working. I tried to...

Clear Mind

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I'm getting ready to recover within the next 4 weeks, I won't be able to go shopping so I have to get it all ready in advance. I went down town. Been cycling thru the drizzling rain. I was soaking wet...

Sane

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Didn't hear from him for a week I wonder what is wrong Maybe he is in hospital or something Trying hard to keep sane And not to worry too much What does it take to answer the phone Or reply to my mai...

Sign of Life

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Okay... finally heard from him today He has an injury since last week Been with his son over the weekend And was afraid of telling me Because he didn't feel like having An argument about this... Why ...

May I Close my Eyes?

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Thank God I have such sweet friends Chantal called me tonight and asked me to go out and have dinner so how can I resist when I'm in need of good chat and a good friend to listen to my misery. I don...

Beyond Description

A Zestful Quest...

Here you can read about my expat life in London: the latest news, concoctions and crazy thoughts I might have every now and then... Pictures will be added as well if what is on my mind can't be put in words...

About Zesty Gal


Occupation:
- Managing Director

  Gadget Gal
  Web Designer
  Graphic Designer
  Multimedia Designer
  Digital Artist & Pixel Fukcer

Expat Life: I moved from Amsterdam to London, Aug. 2006. Things didn't quite work out as planned and I found myself on my own in a foreign country.

Reflection: 2007 Has been a difficult year but I've managed to accomplish a lot more than I thought I ever could. I've set up my own business, survived a serious health issue, met some amazing people and found my future...

Personality: At times stuck in a time warp of ideas and thoughts, Mixed Blood [Eurasian seems to be the fancy word for it: Indonesian and Dutch], typical Capricornish Goat, Sensitive, Crazy about Apple Macs and anything related, Gadget Girl, Intelligent, Psychological profiling of all kind, Sucker for all sorts of stuff that makes my OS run like: Coffee and Chocolate, Deep Thinker, Perfectionist, Foolish, Silly, Stubborn [WHAT?... ME? I don't think so... tsk, pffft....]

Indulgence: English full breakfast once in a while when not counting calories, Indonesian fried rice and a Sateh [Nasi Goreng] like my great grandma used to make, Thai Tom Ka Kai or Thai Green Curry Noodle soup original traditional recipes, definitely a peaty Islay Scotch preferably shared with my best friends in Scotland [Inge and Frank] and a Dutch coffee when I'm in Amsterdam with a piece of Dark Chocolate!

Proud Owner: Mac Classic †, Mac LC II †, PowerMac 6500 †, Performa 6800 †, Power Mac 8200 †, iBook Tangerine †, PowerBook G4, iPod shuffle, iSight, Power Mac G5.

Feel free to leave me a comment!

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Archives

Zestful Links

  1. Expats Friends:
  2. La Delirante
    My creative retreat. A Salvadoran living in Malta.
  3. Ismoyo's Playground
    .. ismoyo's creative playground
  4. Bart's Photolog
    Bart Kootstra, Berstett, France
  5. A roam to Rome
    A San Francisco Gal transitioning to a life in Rome!
  6. Invading Holland
    The story of an accident prone Englishman
  7. Happy to be
    Happy to be a mother, a wife, an expat, a business woman, and someone who talks about sperm a lot.

  8. Inspiring Friends:
  9. Captured Moments Blog
    Open Your Eyes and See
  10. How I Am Becoming An Astronaut
    The actions I am taking in trying to become an astronaut.

  11. Digital Talent:
  12. Graphic Design Blog
    Graphic design blog is to share views on all things graphic design.
  13. The Seelie Court
    The secretions of Amanda Sartor
  14. Pixelgirl Presents
    Customize Your Style
  15. Vectorpeeps
    The Whole World Should Be Vectorized
  16. Deviant Art
    Where ART meets application!
  17. Computer Arts
    The Authority on Graphic Design, Image Manipulation and Web Creation
  18. Thumbtack Press
    So Hip it Hurts

  19. Geek Food:
  20. National Geographic
    Reporting Your World Daily
  21. Discover the Cosmos!
    Astronomy Picture of the Day
  22. Nova
    Science Now
  23. KNMI
    Dutch weather webcam

  24. Misc:
  25. My Baby Jo
    My Baby Jo-vintage clothing, retro, rockabilly, shirts, dresses, 40's clothing, 50's clothing, swing, and lounge.
  26. DListed
    Be Very Afraid
  27. Occultopedia
    The Occult - Occultopedia: The Occult and Unexplained Encyclopedia
  28. Paranormal Voices
    The Independent Direct Voice Phenomenon

Weekly Note


Recent Tickles

- jim on One Design Exception:
"This person" is getting a very attractive website!! Good to see you're busy, but hope there's time...
- Zesty Gal on Ain't I lucky!:
Dalton: thank you! :)...
- Dalton on Ain't I lucky!:
Congrats!...
- Bart on Sambal and Coconuts:
Alles goed hier...! ...maar we zijn aan (kerst)vakantie toe, daar kijken we naar uit... Natuurlijk ...
- Zesty Gal on Ain't I lucky!:
Jim: no riddles here at all, I realised about the chapter/book but like I said, I was the one not un...
- Zesty Gal on Sambal and Coconuts:
Jim: I apologise I misread your comment, don't know where my head is today [well I know but better t...
- Zesty Gal on Sambal and Coconuts:
Hey Bart :) jouw bezoek is altijd een verrassing, hoop dat het goed met je gaat!? Die winkels zijn o...
- Bart on Sambal and Coconuts:
Je was toch ook HEMA fan...? http://producten.hema.nl/ ...
- Bart on Sambal and Coconuts:
je kunt natuurlijk ook hier terecht als je door je vooraan heen dreigt te raken: http://images.googl...
- Zesty Gal on Sambal and Coconuts:
Rudi: I have been to most of the supermarkets near Gerrard Street but couldn't find the proper paste...

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