October 2003 Archives
So he did call
For 20 minutes
Hey who's keeping count?
Not me
Just something
I can't help but noticing
It's cautious and sarcastic me
And I shouldn't think like that
Because he is trying...
I guess i...
Continue reading: Keeping Count here...
And so he called again...
We've been on the phone for hours
We had fun, we had serious conversations
Then we said 'good night'
And it feels weird because I haven't seen him
For six weeks
He said: I wi...
Continue reading: Promised? here...
I don't trust hospitals nor doctors and believe me, I have some good reasons for that. Today was just another confirmation of something I've known for a long time. I feel angry and confused. I had to ...
Continue reading: Trust... here...
As soon as you think you've finally got your act together, something happens...
He sent me mail today.
And all of a sudden this intense anger was there. Why does he even bother to write me since I ha...
Continue reading: Act Together here...
Friend came over to see how I'm doing
Still taking things slow, when friend left I wanted to sleep again
Why am I still so tired? My head is filled with cotton balls.
It's like I'm high all the time. ...
Continue reading: High here...
Did some shopping on my own today, I am still so incredibly dizzy. I can't focus on anything and if I have to I get impatient and just give up. Focus on something is impossible, takes a lot of concent...
Continue reading: Dizzy here...
I received so many post cards, flowers, phone calls and emails.
I am too tired to reply though so I keep sending one mail to all my friends but they all keep replying me and then I still have to send...
Continue reading: Blood here...
Knock on door
Huge bouquet
Expensive!!!!!
Most beautiful
I've ever seen
Delivery from
My employer
Really Cool!
...
Continue reading: Flowers! here...
Okay... going out of the house for the first time
It's 9 in the morning and still quiet at the store
A friend came over to help me buying groceries
Carrying bags for me because I'm not allowed
To put ...
Continue reading: The First Time here...
Had some friends coming over today
It was good to see them
And some other friends called
And some other friends sent me mail
Now I'm exhausted...
And still in pain =(
Better get some sleep
And go bac...
Continue reading: Sleeeeep here...
Just my lucky day
Another parcel came in the mail
Some French lingerie
All I need now is the right occasion
;)...
Continue reading: Lucky Day here...
Someone knocking on my door
Cool; a parcel delivery from the UK
My friend in Scotland sent me all my favs
A nice card with Scottish man in cheeks
Two miniature bottles of good whisky
A nice hairy high...
Continue reading: Hairy Highlander here...
Too much pain
Too much happened
Too many thoughts
I really really don't like hospitals
They took me brain out this morning
Well at least that's how it felt
Worst experienced pain ever
To have bandag...
Continue reading: Pain here...
I survived...
Blood all over the place today
Bandage came out by itself
Panic
Called hospital
Bleeding stopped after 45 minutes...
Continue reading: Survived here...
I didn't forget about you, but sitting at home doing nothing and feeling sad because you're no longer there isn't something that you would've wanted me to do. You said you wanted me to be happy, so I ...
Continue reading: In Loving Memory Of here...
Dad, it's been a year today
I never had a chance to give this poem to you when you were in hospital
I just didn't have the guts
So today I will because this is still how I remember you
It's called Her...
Continue reading: Hero here...
Last chance to get wasted
So been out to the local Irish and had too many drinks
While enjoying good company and having a good laugh
Left before closing time 2.30 am and went to this bakery to get s...
Continue reading: Last Chance here...
Normally when you open a fridge, there should be this cute light somewhere that automatically turns on whenever the door opens. I had that too, but I can't remember when it stopped working. I tried to...
Continue reading: Cute Light here...
I'm getting ready to recover within the next 4 weeks, I won't be able to go shopping so I have to get it all ready in advance. I went down town. Been cycling thru the drizzling rain. I was soaking wet...
Continue reading: Clear Mind here...
Didn't hear from him for a week
I wonder what is wrong
Maybe he is in hospital or something
Trying hard to keep sane
And not to worry too much
What does it take to answer the phone
Or reply to my mai...
Continue reading: Sane here...
Okay... finally heard from him today
He has an injury since last week
Been with his son over the weekend
And was afraid of telling me
Because he didn't feel like having
An argument about this...
Why ...
Continue reading: Sign of Life here...
Thank God I have such sweet friends
Chantal called me tonight and asked me to go out and have dinner so how can I resist when I'm in need of good chat and a good friend to listen to my misery.
I don...
Continue reading: May I Close my Eyes? here...


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